TURNING OVER A NEW LEAF

I have to say I don’t know what is wrong with me. Ever since these social networks were introduced I want to thrive in being the most followed, with the most friends, likes or even pageviews. The problem with me is that sometimes I live an invisible life but to me it’s different. I don’t socialise but I want to have a lot of friends. I have to confess once I went to a school trip but it included other schools as well, there were a lot of people a true platform for socialising but instead I got to know people I was only in the group with but when I tell stories everyone would think that I had made friends with everyone but it was not so I was in the shadows listening to people talking and sharing bbm pins and after that I wished I was them. I have had a problem lately because I rarely do anything exciting or go out with friend yet I have all this internet access I sometimes look at other peoples photos on facebook and read what they have been doing for the weekend, guy code says that a person who has time to write about how much fun they are having is usually not, but what do you say when that person has tons of pictures to prove it. My other problem  I want to have a lot of friends on facebook because when I view someone else’s profile and they have a thousand friends I get jealous. I really want to stand out from the crowd, I actually think I do but even if I do I still want to be noticed. I spend so much time checking if someone liked or commented on my status update , instead of reading important things like what is happening in the world or even my country. After this publish this is that I promise to do, I will delete my twitter account, my blogtalkradio account and focus on substance. I’m turning a new leaf people and it will start at Orientation on the 4 of Feb 2013. Mmabatho guarantees that she will come back home with at least 1 acquaintance not to have facebook friends or people who will view her blog but communicate with world around her.